*RANDOM*

hippie !! tis friday going back hometown..
how good is tat..
everytime b4 going back to hometown,seemed like i planned a lot of things to be done during d two days at hometown,but ended up doing nothing..
now i planned to go parade,to hang out wit frens,play badminton,help mum wit her things,going to ipoh,one of the shops which is famous for selling badminton thingy,repairing and watsoever,going wit marcus,KC n yee theng n so 'on..
but i guess most of d things will never be done.. =P
my bro told me tat we are not going to play badminton coz usually tat is d thing tat wasted our time all this while..
so,why dont we utilise d time to do other things,ryte?

li min sms-ed me yesterday,asking me to go steamboat at greentown next saturday coz coincidently she is back tat time !
but sad case,i cant make it coz saturday night is my family day whenever i back to hometown..
will be going to grandpa's shop at night to meet my beloved goo-goo n d others..
sorie ya,li min.. u guys enjoy,K?
an advice,i dun noe wat happen between u n Da Third,anyway,bear wit tat,K?
two years isnt a short time,tolerate each other n stay happy n lovely..

cut the crap,back to d topic..
i miss my mum..
u will never realise how important is a thing to u,till d time when d thing is not by ur side..
now i understand d theory,learnt a lesson..
whenever i feel stressed,whenever i feel lonely,whenever im down,whenever im moody..
the first thing tat comes to mind is MUMMY..
seriously,sometimes when i think back how bad i treated my mum previously,i rili feel tat im sucha bad daughter..
but wat can i do? mayb i inherit my mum's bad temper during her young age..
she used to b a fierce woman,i can describe.. a hot-tempered person,scold every single thing tat annoyed her..
i think im tat kind,too.. even if it's now,but i think im d wanna-be hot-tempered person..
haha... bear wit tat,k? i just cant control my emotion,sometimes..
sometimes i can be very weak,but can be very fierce as well..
dun ever try to annoy me or u'll be in hot soup..
izzit so? i dun noe.. some of my frens told me tat im actually not tat fierce..
in fact,im weak but can be very cool at times..

i used to cry a lot recently..
mostly due to studies' tension.. i cried rili a lot a lot for tat..
i admit im d so-called-kiasu type,which means dun dare to lose..
yea,im.. i cant afford to lose..
but d fact is always opposing me,i cant score well in d exam..
so far,3 papers were given back..

Biology-Terrible ! i didnt even realise tat there is a box for us to fill in our MCQ questions' answers,so i didnt fill in tat box..
teacher warned me not to repeat again or else marks will not be given..
OMG !! tears instantly filled my eyes,wat the heck tat i didnt notice d box up there..
i bet i was too nervous,as it was our 1st paper,1st test in A-level..
i cried for 2 days till d Bio exam,n still crying in d 1 hour b4 d exam started..
neway,everyone did bad in Bio,out of more than 120 ppl,oni 4 got A's,an A2.. n 2 ppl failed it,from my class.. =P

next is..
Physics-Horrible !
same grade wit Bio but lesser marks..
im not tat frustrated wit this coz tat's wat i expected..
i think my mark is considered as OK,much more better than lots of them..
perhaps im one of the top 5,i guess since i heard tat a lot of my frens' marks are low.. =P
neway,i dont have much confident in tis subject anymore,coz as wat our seniors told us,Physics paper is d most tough paper..
d Physics class is getting smaller n smaller,from 30 ppl,now oni half left,which is oni 15 ppl..
just imagine tat..
btw,im not going to drop tis subject,instead i will brush up on it..

3rd paper is..
Mathematics- HOORAY !!
eventhou not very high marks,consider d best among all..
i got an A.. bwahaha..
i did quite good,satisfied wit myself.. *clap clap*
i think i got d highest marks for tis..
hooray !

hopefully all other papers will get d marks tat satisfy myself..
ok lar,crap till here..
nothing much to say..
now it's already 6pm,just had my breakfast at 4.30pm..
now gonna check mails n den off laptop n study,perhaps..
see ya guys in hometown !
ciaozz !