it has been a very2 long time i did not blog..
tis blog has become a DEAD BLOG,im not gonna update anything if i dont have the mood to do so..
coz now i would prefer another better way to express my feeling,tat is through paper..
i would prefer to write my feeling on paper,rather than blog it out..
at least some personal problems i can write them down and not letting others noe what's actually in my heart..
nowadays JW is very busy since he has entered into Advanced Diploma,yeah,i understand that..
anyhow,i still feel that there something between us,not to say a big matter..
but.. there's some misunderstanding i bet..
the way he treats me now differs from previously,or mayb just myself to sensitive ?
i hope it's just myself being too sensitive..
the time that both of us can spend together has greatly reduced due to his busy-ness with studies..
to be honest,im not happy with that..
but i did not blame him,i noe he doesnt want tis as well..
i hope u forgive me for being so selfish,sometimes i just cant control my emotional..
sometimes i would rather keep everything within myself,cry in my room in the middle of the night,sharing my problems wit others friends,than telling u..
u noe why? coz i do not want to waste ur time..
i rather let u talk bout ur problems than wasting time listening to my problems,isnt it better?
the extra time i will ask u to go rest since u r tired of the long draggy classes in skul..
i just want u to know,when im silent,im not angry,that's the way to express love without saying out..
i still love u deep inside..
:)
