Tuesday, March 24, 2009
*HELP*
mind full of thoughts,full of question marks..
*sigh*
a few problems bothering me now,but i m gonna mention one oni..
my studies in d future..
waiting for matriculation or JPA or ASEAN,but all seem hopeless.. who noes,mayb i will get none of them..
or mayb i worry too much..
arrgghhhhh !!! watever lar..
received a call tis evening,dun noe from wat college,if not mistaken is SURYA COLLEGE..
d lady told me tat i m offered for foundation in science or A-level,i was playing badminton tat time n didnt noe wat i answered lar.. @!#@%&!(@%!$#$!&..
n den ended d call.. on d way going home,recalled back bout d conversation wit tat lady,so,decided to call back..
but no one answer call,sure lar,working time over dy wert..
cheh..
den i told mum everything,she wants me to call back tomoro..
so,jz wait lor..
later at night,another lady called me,tis one from NIRWANA COLLEGE..
more or less like SURYA COLLEGE oso,pre-U courses offered..
n i m offered for foundation in science,half price which cost bout RM5000+ [originally RM 10,500]..
tis is a fast track course which takes bout 6 months from next month onwards,n den will further studies to either indonesia or india for 5 years..
d entire programme will cost bout RM100,00+ depending on which college i will take in india or indonesia..
but one thing,if i'm to accept tis offer,must start my studies from next week..
wat the heck lar,i dun think i will accept..
depends bah.. so damn depressed now.. wat shud i do.. HELPPPPP !!!!
it seems nice,but still deciding lar..
den my bro called me,n we chatted bout tis..
he crapped lotssss to me,tis n tat..
he said my parents most probably wont let me take tis course in india/indonesia for 5 yrs coz they worry bout me lotss n i noe tat..
come on,i can see thru their expressions when i told them bout these things..
but thanx bro,u helped me lotss..
i told my bro i might change my choice to other courses,as long as it's not expensive..
and so lame,i told him,"i follow u study QS lor.." haha..
n he was like "sweat lar u,sot liao ah.. u see,get so good geh result 4 wat,now need to think a lot.. haha.."
erm,he is ryte.. i rather get d result like him,den settled everything.. if i could get straight A's,den will settle everything oso..
but now,not straight A's,so "em 3 em 4" ..
haixxxxx...
den he said he will ask han jo[a friend of him] bout wat i shud do..
he is coming back tomoro,so,will ask him tomoro lor..
my teacher told me tat i shud take a course tat i m interested in..
dun choose sth tat i dun like,i will regret..
i noe,but.. change my choice will b d best solution.. haha..
perhaps business admin. ,biomedical,bio tech,food tech.. haixxx... no idea..
i chatted wit phin oso... when i told her bout changing my choice,she responsed in tis way..
"harr.. den how bout ur dream [ taking pharmacy course ]"
n i told her,"my dream ah,mayb jz let it b a dream forever lor.."
haha.. but mayb i will take pharmacy,who noes..
at least if i change my choice,i can lighten d burden of my parents,ryte??
but if they care,i m sure they will let me pursue up pharmacy course..
i gonna seek help from everyone tat is possible.. n help me if u can..
i rili need u guys' assistance.. help me..
arrghhhhh !!!
God,pls lar.. ease my thought,peace my soul..
i feel like banging my head to d wall n end my life,tat's it.. haha..
ANYONE who heard of SURYA COLLEGE or NIRWANA COLLEGE b4,pls tell me more bout them..
whether they r good,or not..
HELPPP...
got no mood to blog dy,ciaozz..
bye..
Saturday, March 21, 2009
*SOME PERSONALITY TESTS*
some are quite true,but somehow there are certain points which are totally in d opposite way of myself--ridiculous,i mean..
jz read through n tell me wat u guys think?? izzit true bout me??
well,jz have a look..
some rili funny,wahaha...[especially d 15th n 16th]
here they go..
1st test >> THE REAL ME-PERSONALITY TEST
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
another one,personality as well..
Here is the analysis:
Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
2nd test >> WHAT DOES BEING A FRIEND REALLY MEAN TO U?
You value your friendships: 50%
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
3rd test >> ARE YOU NOSY? [nosy=inquisitive]
Nosy Level: 100%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.
In short,i m d so-called-4-plus-4.. get me?? means "8" in cantonese.. n i admit.. wahaha..
4th test >> JEALOUSY TEST
Jealousy Level: 40%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy.You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
yea,tis one kinda true coz i rili jealous of d ppl around me,n tat is why i always unsatisfied wit myself.. as wat my aunt told me,"we are perfectionist,we want everything we done to b perfect n yet they didnt,so dun aim so high,or u'll not live a happy life"
5th test >> HIDDEN TALENT
Here is the analysis:
You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.
6th test >> PICK ONE
Here is the analysis:
Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.
7th test >> YOUR SIXTH SENSE
Your Sixth Sense Score: 40%
You are too strictly on track. You life is hardly out of control hence, you will neither be very successful nor suffer from failure.
8th test >> THE THING YOU FORGOT
Here is the analysis:
You care for people. Other people's small matters easily shock you. You look brave, but in fact you are hiding weaknesses inside. You often talk about your faults or things that you think you could have done better again and again, though no one criticizes you about them.
9th test >> THE FIVE-QUESTION PERSONALITY TEST
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.
i found these 5 points quite true,except d optimistic.. i m pessimistic most of d time.. LOLS
10th test >> THE THIRD EYE
Here is the analysis:
It is difficult for you to get deeply involved with someone. Most of your relationships border on being more than friends but less than being lovers.
yea,tat's me.. when u r once being hurted deeply,it's friggin' difficult for u to love someone deeply again.. u will think tat love is jz too fake,it's jz like a game[unless u found someone u rili love n he/she does love u deeply too]
11th test >> HOW ATTRACTIVE ARE YOU?
Not Bad
You are not much attractive to the opposite sex. However, you still have something so special, which makes them like to get along with you.You are an honest person and have a unique way of seeing things. Your friends see you as a quite friendly person.
12th test >> EMOTION TEST
Here is the analysis:
Your emotional controlled rate: 43%You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.
13th test >> THE ANIMAL TEST
Here is the analysis:
A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who have a split personality; cold as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being creative, so you're not bored.
The impression you'd like to give to your lover is loyal and faithful.
One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being emotional. If they're moody, you won't know how to please them.
The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is a relationship that makes you always feel warm and in love.
Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
About marriage, you are quite pessimistic. You don't think a happy marriage exists anymore.
About love, at this moment, you always thirst for love. You will do anything for it, but you don't fall in love easily.
mayb tis one reveals my real feeling all tis while..
14th test >> THE MOST MISERABLE
You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing.
You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie.
YOUR LOVE:
Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?
i m a very confused person.. dun blame me for my personality,i m tat confusing,tat's my nature..
sometimes i rili dun noe wat i want,i m the so-called-dynamic person,changing all d time n not easily fulfilled..
no one can understand me well,even myself,even my parents who see me growing since i was born till now-18 years..
15th test >> COLOURS AND NAMES
Here is the analysis:
The one who will never forget you is david liou.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is chow lai kuan.
The one you really love is cheah may kee.
This may be your soulmate: foo kar hou
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is mah pei yew.
wakakaka.. so far,tis is d funniest..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD !!!
16th test >> JOURNEY TO THE REAL YOU
Here is the analysis:
You have 8 true friends.
You will have 1 true love before getting married.
It is your work ethic that you ignore the oasis and keep going towards to the city.
Here is the description of your ideal mate: "courteous look"
HEMA PRESEENA is the person you will never get over for the rest of your life.
You give 35% in a relationship.
muahaha.. how come hema is here??? *wonder*
erm,tat's all for today,wanted to continue wit those tests,but since it is ady 4am n i need to wake up b4 7am,so,better buck up n go to sleep..
later if my dad or mum wakes up,i m goin to be screwed up..
LMAO..
anywhere,leave me comments bout those tests yea,let me noe whether they r true or d other way round..
ciaozz..
nitezz..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
*RANDOM*
so,come here n blog bout wat had happened recently lar..
erm,basically life is as usual.BORED.*sigh*
i have got a new name,PANDA QUEEN.. Ssshhhh.. *zipped mouth*,not much ppl noe..
haha..
juntheng named me so coz i always sleep late,n i named him d PANDA KING..
den we got one more member,a late ghost as well,mr CHIA,n we named him MR BG..
he is named MR BG due to his lengzai-ness n BG stands for BATU GAJAH lor.. lols..
it had been a few times we msn till very late,very EARLY i shud say..
a few times till 7+am,yesterday earlier lar,coz rili early,haha.. 6sth morning.. kakax..
n half way,tis MR BG always fallen asleep,he cant tahan till 7am de.. at most,5am..
there was once he told us[d 2 panda-s],he said wanna sleep..
tat time was bout 3.30am,den both of us purposely carry on wit lotss stories n he ended up TAK JADI sleep.. haha.. finally he slept at around 5sth am.. LOLS
will upload d picture of Family Of Panda,d king n queen..
i noe my drawing[d king] isnt good,LAUGH-OUT-LOUD...
so,there comes d 2nd version of PANDA KING..

*uncle-uncle n daddy having meeting to discuss wat's d problem..hahas..
okie,now habis cerita bout d cars..
next is... erm erm erm.. *thinking hard*
oh ya,finally i saw back seng kweed.. since he went to NS,i didnt see him until yesterday.. hahas..he called me n we went out,n chatted bout our studies etc..ah len said he became fatter after NS,n yeah he told me he gained 5kg after d whole NS program.. LOLS
physically,i didnt see any extra FATS on his body,still as slim as last time.. haha..
next on,today,18th of March,is my younger bro's birthday n we celebrated for him.. jz a cake,no party was held.. oni 4 of us including myself[mum,grandpa,bro n me].. dad went to sea fishing,back on friday.. *sigh*i havent buy any present for him,tomoro oni buy.. hahas..i asked my bro wat he wants..
me : bii,wat present u want?? i buy for u..
bro : erm.. dun noe leh.. i wan laptop,u buy a laptop for me ah?
me : wah.. no need lar,i pokai lor.. find one wit reasonable price ge lar,huiyooOoo..
bro : erm.. dun noe oh..
me : ben 10 lor,hai mai[yes or not]??bro : hahas.. how u noe..
me : herrr.. i buy a book for u better.. hahas..
bro : haha..
but neway,i will still find ben 10 for him.. tomoro bah,wait my present yea..
next on,tomoro going to ipoh wit ah len,ah chow,choi yee n may kee..tomoro may kee will come to my house at 8am wor,so early man.. her parents not free,so no choice.. i have to wake up early,but i gonna sleep at 3am today.. *sigh*
tomoro's plan-1st,will go to yayasan n den bank islam to get d form in order to get money due to our excellent result in SPM,10A's can get rm1000 from yayasan n rm2000 from bank islam.. i heard so lar.. not sure can get or not,jz try it out..after tat,we will go to syuen hotel for d edu fair n den hang around in parade..again,i m d driver.. *SIGH*
next on.. *thinking harder*
erm erm erm..oh ya,last one.. i cut my fringe today since it's so bothering.. *sigh*it is much more shorter dy,yerrr.. a pict of me,up there coz i cant put it down here..
sorie for any inconvenience.. kakas..
k lar,end here coz i wrote manyak panjang ady..haha..
Monday, March 16, 2009
*SPM RESULT*
haix.. kinda sad wit it..
i m here to update u guys wit my result..
BAHASA MELAYU -1A
BAHASA INGGERIS -1A >>>>>> GCE-O -3B
PENGETAHUAN MORAL -1A
SEJARAH -2A
MATHEMATICS -1A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS -1A
PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN -4B
PHYSICS -1A
CHEMISTRY -2A
BIOLOGY -2A
ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY -1A
let me summarize it..
altogether 11 subjects..
7 1A ,3 2A and 1 4B..
*SIGH*
account sucks,i hate account..
but overall is better than my expectation..
but somehow,i m still unsatisfied..
quite disappointed wit my biology,i shud have got an 1A,not 2A..
very grateful coz i could get an A for history even jz an 2A..
but better than C or B..
haha..
pn loh pit cheng n pn lai scolded me for taking account.. not scolded lar,but it was like feeling unhappy wit it..
at last,i cried out.. *sigh*
when i called my dad,i tried hard not to cry but i failed... i cried out n i guessed he could hear it..
many were asking for my result,all were satisfied except myself..
if my account got a 3B,perhaps i will feel better..
but as it was over,den let it be lar..
need to go back to skul next month for d award-giving ceremony..
i m awarded d "Pelajar Physics Terbaik SPM 2008'...
yea,not bad,but i would b happier if it's biology or chemistry..
physics doesnt significant much for me,i m gonna take pharmacy course,so,bio or chem shud do better than physics does..
but since d result was so,i jz accept bah.. no choice,i deserved tat coz tat's my own effort.. wat i did all tis while,tis is wat i shud get..
no pain no gain,tat's true.. i pain little,so gain little..
*sigh*
now settle wit result,coming up next is where to study,wat to apply..
tis is more headaching.. haix..
feel so bad these few days,so bloody hell worry bout d application for scholarships,fr tis n tat..
watever it is,my further studies must b money-saving coz after i heard wat my dad asked,i felt tat he was trying to convey something to me..
even if it's not,i still need to further on wit something tat is money-saving coz my two brothers oso still studying.. n i understand tat earning money isnt easy..
i pray hard so tat i can get matrix,if cant,i still got another route to get myself into matrix..
haha.. dun ask me how,i got a way,hope tat it helps lar.. *ZIPPED MOUTH*
oni cmk n i noe wat's d way.. lolx
tis thursday gonna go to ipoh wit frens,go to syuen hotel for d EDU fair..
n tat's all for now,lazy to carry on..
haha..
pray hard for me so tat i will b able to enter matrix..
Saturday, March 7, 2009
*FEEL FREAKINGLY APPREHENSIVE*
i m kinda worry n nervous now..
at 1st,after d exam,i tot tat i can score bout 8 or 9 A's outta 11 subjects..
accordingly,i got 9 A's in trial,so,i think d real SPM shud be more GUA..
but when it's getting nearer to 12th of March[the day d results will b released],my confidence keeps ebbing..
i dreaded tis coming day.. it is disquieting,i m like having hysteria towards tat.. haix...
lotss of guessings running in my mind,i feel lik my est wont get A,my chem sucks,account n history r sure to gone,n etc..
haix..
rili depressed,wat to do.. exam was over,results were done,jz wait for the day the results will b released.. pray hard!!!
AMITUOFO..
n here i would lik to wish everyone a GOOD LUCK,hope tat u guys will get wat u aim..
Sunday, March 1, 2009
*WHOOTSSS !! 1ST SALARY IN LIFE*
yesterday i got my salary from my boss..
tat was my 1st salary in life,finally i can earn money by my own effort,dai gor lui lurrr...
yeah~~~
no doubt,earning money isnt easy,now i noe how hard my parents work to bring me up..
thanx papa mama..
i taught his son in February,from 5th till 28th,two days a week..
it is a total of oni 8 days,which means 16 hours..
actually i shud b teaching him 3days per week,but bcoz of i lurv my badminton more than monay,so,i gave a reason tat i m not free on thursday coz i need to attend badminton training..
haha..
so,i was teaching him on monday n saturday..
guess how much salary i got??? i was shocked when i recieved it..
haha...
i got RM 200.. lols..
i guess tat's too much,it means tat i will get RM12.50 per hour..
isnt tat nice?? n they asked me to continue teaching his son till i got to study soon..
so,i accepted..
at 1st,i tot teaching isnt a good job n i ril hate teaching his son..
mayb at 1st,we didnt noe each other much n i dreaded going there to teach him..
but later on,both of us were used to tat n actually he is very TALKATIVE...
haha.. he will keep on telling story until i say,"ok lar ok lar,do lar,dont keep on talking or else u will never finish it"..
ya,my words work,but not after 10 minutes,his stories started again..
*sighhhh..
nvm bah,let him talk lar,at least i m not tat bored oso..
haha..
erm,time passes freakingly damn fast..
so fast one month dy,n my bro's sem break was over..
he went back to KL tis morning,n i was a bit sad..
haix..
so,d badminton game on every thursday will end fast,mayb bout 3 hours n tat's it..
if my bro is still in BG,it might last 4 5 hours till night..
but,he's not in BG,so,i will b teaching my little student 3 days a week..
haixxx...
doesnt matter,every minute gives me money.. hehe..
i heard some rumours recently,saying tat SPM results will b released on 12nd or 13rd of March..
it cues me tat my dying date gonna reach soon,sigh..
so scared,mannn...
nothing i can do dy,now ady disappointed..
tat day i chatted wit my fren,n we were chatting bout d results..
here r d conversations[in pinyin] :
him : you xin xin ma??
me : mei you oh.. yi ding hui hen shi wang..
him : wah.. jiang kuai jiu shi wang,cheng ji dou hai mei chu jiu shi wang..
me : shi lar.. xian zai jiu shi wang,cheng ji chu liao jiu jue wang.. haha.. "no eye c"..
haix.. get wat i mean?? hopeless lar..
no confidence at all..
wat can i do?? pray hard.. God bless me..
haha..
gud luck to d others too..
c ya guys on tat day,n hope tat smiles are on u guys' faces..
hehe..
ganbateh to all my juniors,dun keep on asking me d way to score well,frankly,jz memorizing blindly..
hehe..
k lar,shud bath now n later go to watch badminton competition wit my daddy..
whohooo..
bye..


