*DEAD*

today d small little doggie died..

i was shocked when i heard tat from my mum.. rili unexpected..

d baby dog was jz around 3-4 months old..

these few days it kept on crying day n nite without reason.. mayb it was suffering,pain or watever..

my mum said mayb d doggie ate sth poisonous n its body could not take it n d cells slowly died..

it was getting thinner n thinner,n finally tis morning it was so weak tat it cant even move far..

its body was shivering these few days n we all dy expected sth to happen..

it was a cute little doggie,among d six little doggies,it used to b d fattest n healtiest last time..

tat's y i myself didnt expect tat it will gone so fast..

i was a bit sad when my mum told me bout tis news,n when i looked at my mum wrapping d little doggie in some cloth n put it in d box,i felt even sad.. dun noe how to describe tat feeling..

who had experience tat b4,u will understand my feeling..

anyway,i hope tat tis wont happen again..

now,there r oni 5 little doggies left..

d 1st pict is d pict of d doggie when it was healthy n d 2nd pict is after it had died..

*GOSH*

haix.. my bottle broken jor..

sob sob..

d string attached on d head of d bottle suddenly broke-off..

d bottle fell on d floor in my room n d floor got wet..

pity myself,i had to clean it up..

jz imagine 2500ml of water on d floor..

my bottle is such a giant 1.. n can fill up to 2500+ml of water..

n i manage to finish it in skul..

ppl call me "water tank".. hahax..

i admit tat,tat's y i seldom fall sick..

my bottle is d biggest one in my class n even in d whole skul.. i didnt see 1 tat was bigger than mine..

kekekekexxxx....

i used around half an hour to clean up d water.. n it fell exactly next to my bed..

crap.. part of my bed got wet too..

haix.. hav to think of d way to dry it..

impossible 4 me to take it out n dry it under d sun coz it is a heavy 1,a doubled-bed..

so,jz let it b n my mum will solve d problem 4 me..

she asked me to leave it there n it will dry..

haix.. my big bottle gone..

*HOPE TO CHANGE*

today,a motivation session was held in my skul..
d lecturer briefed us a lot of things regarding d exam-how to score in exam,how to change ourself into a better person etc...
there was a part where he said tat we should b grateful to God coz we were given a good life n we had parents to take care of us..
he asked us to b faithful to our parents n paid back wat they had sacrifice 4 us..
tat was a touching moment n most of d students rili can felt wat he said n started to feel guilty to their parents..
i did think of tat too.. n i felt guilty tat sometimes i was rili rude to my mum..
d lecturer continued to talk bout those touching things n many of them cried..
i did cry oso,rili cant endure anymor..
so,i jz release off my feelings by crying..
so silly,rite..
but rili felt touched wit wat he said n i felt guilty to mum..
i felt tat i was so useless.. i rili wanted to get a good result in SPM,i didnt want ppl to under-estimate me..
i will try my best to score in SPM so tat my parents will b proud of me..
but if cant score,den i appologize..

*1ST CALL*

ermhemm...today,juz now,2++pm(05/07),my dear call me 4 d 1st time..actually not d 1st time laq,but b4tis he got called me oso,but den i didnt manage to answer..
late jor.. hahax..
jz now he called me when i was eating,den he called me d 2nd time oni i answered..
my hp was in my room,n my younger bro who was oni 8 years old was in my room playing game in my pc..so,he shouted at me n i felt funny 4 tat.. i didnt noe y i felt funny tat time..
mayb bcoz of my bro seldom shouted at me,hehex..
he said :-

"jie(sister),ur hp ringing.. a very long music,ringing so long jor.. david liao call u.."

funny izit?? hahax.. mayb u all dun feel tat,but i do feel tat it was funny,my bro was different from d other days,he seldom tell me who call me.. but tis time he do mentioned d name..
hehex..
den later i asked him,he said at 1st he thought it was jz a msg..den he found tat d song was different from d msg tone..
so,he looked into d hp n saw a hp symbol n was returned there, [[ david liou ]]..
so,he call me n mentioned d name..
after tat,i answered d call n we chatted 4 a while..
he can oni call me in private places,but not at home..hahax..
at home if his mum noe it,he will b questioned..hehe..
in our conversation,he told me tat he missed my voice..i said,he didnt hear my voice 4 1 week oni wor..
but den,i was happy to hear tat.. got ppl missed my voice.. hehehehexxx...
later in msn i chatted wit him,he said tat he missed my voice.. he missed my real person too,but no choice,hav to wait till we hav d chance to meet again..
so,in d moment,can oni miss my voice 1st..kekex...

looking forward 4 d next call..
dear,miss u..