*LEAVING HOME SOON*

last tuesday went to KL to take d key of d room tat ah len n me rented..
yea,going to KL on 10th of May to study..
which is 9 days from now..
arghhh..
so sad lar..
haix...
my brother,ah len n me went to KL to take d key n den we went to walk around,went to KTAR..
gonna study in KTAR for its A-level course while waiting for d announcement of JPA scholarship,ASEAN sholarship,IPTA etc..
so,if let's say i gain an entry to local U,i will come out from KTAR..
tis is d reason y i m not staying in KTAR's hostel..
d room we rented not too good nor too bad..
just as moderate as it is..
it is located in Taman Melati Utama,PV3..
n we stay in d 15th floor.. woww...
so scary man..
d room isnt big,but doesnt matter,i aint tat choosy..
so,as long as i can get a place to live in,im grateful enuf..
lesson commences on 11th of May,n i will have to take taxi from my house to college..
i m not familiar wit KL,not familiar wit d places inside d college,not familiar wit d ppl there..
arghhh... so sked lar..
on wednesday,my bro took ah len n me to walk around d college area,d place is so damn big n confusing..
we walked for bout 2 hours n ady felt like dying..
so,we went to my bro's hostel,which is a no-entry site for girls..
but luckily no one tangkap us n chase us out..
huhh...
so,both of us sat in my bro's room,chatted wit marcus,bro n his few frens..
finally i knew my bro's fren who i chatted wit b4 thru phone call..
he's a nice guy,but a bit shy..
wahaha..
so,came back home on wednesday night..
these 2 days to KL rili damn freaking bloody tired..
arghh... felt like paralysed!!
hahas.... (:
so,need to buck up,pack things n be ready for tis new life in college..
God bless..
9 more days to go,cherish every second wit my frens here n oso d time to play badminton wit those guys in pusing..
haha..
take k everyone till my next blog..
ciaozx..

*SAD N VEX*

arghhh !!!!!!!!
help !!!!!!!!
felt terribly bad recently..
sunday n monday went to play badminton,n i didnt eat for 2 days..
arghhh !!!!!!!!!!
felt vexed lots,n anger rising !!!!!
my hand ached,my legs ached !!!
studies things are so vexatious !!!!!! ARGH!!!!!
sunday my brother called back,i was telling him bout d house tat we have to rent at KL for out studies next month..
ah len's fren hasnt confirm which house we gonna rent..
so,decided nothing till now..
i told my bro bout tat n he was lik scolding me,forcing me to hurry my fren..
hey,come on lar!!! want ppl to help me,i still wan to hurry ppl,ridiculous ryte??!!!
omit tat.. den i told him bout d matriculation things,he asked why am i still relaxing,asked me why i didnt appeal,why tis,why tat..
fine!!!!!!
i hung up d call by saying,"BYE BYE,i go n settle everything NOW!!!"
tat time was in d evening,i was just back home from badminton.. feeling tired n ended up being scolded by bro,imagine how was i feeling !!! arghh!!
on saturday,went to meet KC LEONG,he suggested us to go MCA to appeal for matriculation..
so,decided to went MCA on tuesday morning coz sunday n monday were holiday..
lai ling called me up n told me tat we needa prepare damn lots of stuffs for d appeal thingy..
again,vexed me!!!!!!!!
tat few days rili bloody hell busy wit these things!
my mum called d kampar MCA's ppl coz my relative noes him,easier to appeal..
she doesnt tell me tat she called d kampar MCA..
i have another way to appeal,a SECRET way,someone can help me..but oni i alone can appeal in tis way..
so,no matter how,on tuesday i still needa go ipoh MCA,or else my frens wont be able to appeal..
so,i have to drive them to ipoh for their sake,frens ma,so,nvm lar..
my mum ady asked help from kampar MCA,so i got no way to decline tat..
which means tat i need to prepare 3 SETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
letter need to b written by hand,one for MCA,one for matriculation..
i need to send up those things to kampar MCA,ipoh MCA n my SECRET way..
went to skul to certify certs,called tis ppl,called tat ppl,went to buy tis n tat,went to my uncle's shop to certify things.,. arghh!!!
rili busy !!!!
yesterday n today oso went skul..
tomoro going to skul again..
went to post office today,tomoro going again..
wat kinda life is tis???!!!!!!!!!!
bout KTAR,now we got few choices to choose from,got few rooms to be rented..
ah len n me discussed for long but still havent make up our mind..
at last,decided to rent d room which costs 300 bucks..
we both will stay in d same room,so,150 bucks per person excluding d water bill etc..
from there to our campus will b 5 minutes by taxi n a bit longer by bus..
i asked my mum opinion n guess wat,she said,"dun noe u all !!"
ARGHHH !!!!!!!!
i was feeling terribly bad n she answered me wit an unsatisfied tone + insicere tone..
so,watever lar..
need to pay up d registration fees etc. by 6th of May,bout 600+ bucks.. n deposit for d room is bout 400+..
altogether 1000+ bucks..
if i get JPA scholarship or Matriculation or IPTA,d 1000+ bucks will b wasted..
i dun wan to burden my parents n i was hesitating much..
they scolded me,asked me not to worry so much bout d fees n etc..
for them mayb it's a small amount,but my nature is like tis,i dun like to burden them..
but i ended up being scolded..
parents n brother adviced n scolded me lots these few days..
just put urself in my shoes,how will u feel??
can u all please care bout my feeling??!!!
mayb u all care me too much,i understand tat my family loves me.. but somehow i feel so bad these few days..
yesterday i had a nightmare,today skipped meals again.. oni ate pineapple for d wholeday long..
arghhh!!!!
i feel like dying,too much vexation in mind !!
gonna leave perak in less than 20 days time,ah chow leaving malaysia to SG on 3rd or 4th of May..
arghhh !!!!
felt like myself going back to d psycho condition again,sitting alone thinking a lot,tears rolled down unnoticingly..
these few days,no matter wat was i doing,whenever i think these things,tears will automatically roll down..
haix haix haix !!!!
didnt went for badminton few days dy,too tired,too busy wit these things..
gonna have a farewell in these few days,they havent decide..
tat's all,got no mood to carry on !

*1ST TIME HANGING OUT TILL SO LATE*

came back home at 3am..

whoahhh...

1st time hanging out till so late oni back home..

tis will b our last lepak day wit may kee till d end of d year..

she will b going to AUS tis saturday..

so,tis afternoon my mum back n bought lots of food for me,she wanted me to eat coz yesterday she scolded me.. asking me y m i getting thinner,n she scared tat i will b a psycho again..

pls lar,i m getting thinner coz i played badminton too much recently n my mood wasnt good..

tat was it,i m not tat easy to fall in a psycho stage again coz it took me half a year to step out from d hell psycho world..

so,after i ate till very full,i prepared myself for badminton,went to clearwater wit phin..

we cycled at 1st n den played badminton..

met jin leong,wui huong,mei ling's bro,n few more guys..

we played for but 1+ hour,so damn little.. grrr!!!

den we decided to ask may kee to go to pasar malam coz phin hasnt meet her these few days..

she agreed n met us there.. again met wit tat few guys,jin leong n d gang..

he sms-ed me n we chatted..

we met mama[aqilah],najwa,nurul,pn lim,kharis n few more frens at there,too..

we planned to go lepak at night..

so,may kee n i followed phin back to her house n waited for her to bath..

den went to my house n waited me to bath..

asked ah chow n ah len as well..

went to somewhere around d big big field,dun noe wat name jor,cant recall suddenly... =.="

ate n den went to Jusco to watch movie..

being turned down,wat the heck,cinema closed.. tat time was 12+ oni..

so, we just walked around bout all shops closed dy..

took a picture in a car-like-machine,a kids' entertainment machine..

wahaha..

den we went to McD n ate there..

went for 3rd round,"tong shui gai" n ate again.. =.="

den went home at around 2.15am n reached my house at 3am,after sending ah len n ah chow back..

phin was d one driving... (:

b4 may kee n phin went off,hugged wit may kee n she made me cried out..

ish ish ish...

gonna miss her hell much.. GRHHH!!!

den they left home n all reached home safely..

now is 4.30am,not going to sleep yet..

still early n not sleepy yet..

tomoro going for badminton,but my legs injured since last sunday..

it doesnt matter,i m stubborn n so i m still going for badminton tomoro.. hehes... (:

today went to play wit slipper.. =P

one more thing,may i noe who is tis VINCENT in my chat box..

*wondering*

just let me noe who r u,dun need b so secretive..

):

tat's all for now,say GOODBYE to may kee..

miss u so muchieee... bye~~ take good care of urself..

*A DAY WIT THEM*

today went jusco wit jun theng,li min,june man n ka lai..
jun theng was d driver..
at 1st,we planned to go parade but den june man said jusco will be better..
so,at last went to jusco but took us quite some time to reach coz everyone couldnt recognise d way to jusco from pasir puteh..
at last,i guessed d road correctly n managed to get there..
on d way to jusco,we crapped lotss in d car..
the presence of june man rili causes sound pollution..
reached jusco n went to buy tickets for movie..
decided to watch "fast n furious 4",n each ticket costs 10 bucks..
d movie started at 1.40pm n we were buying tickets at 1.15pm..
after buying tickets,went to eat n everyone was rushing due to d lacking of time..
hahas.... (:
we were like having competition of who will finish d food fastest..
june mun was d fastest overall..
den went to watch d movie.. jun theng n li min sat behind 3 of us..
d movie was good,so COOL man.. =P
it lasted for 1 hour n 50 minutes..
so,we went out n lepak around,went here n there..
but bought nothing..
hehes... (:
later on,we went to play basketball,of cos not me..
just accompanied them..
li min n me sitting at a corner watching them played..
cant denied jun theng is a good player,i bet he inherited tis from his dad.. [=
tat's y he is a good player,too..
they played for many rounds.. jun theng lent me d ball n asked me to try..
at 1st,i refused coz i rili sucks in basketball.. wahaha...
but den i did try few shoots even some missed.. li min did play as well..
these 3 guys played till d sweats dripping down.. hehes.. (:
after d game,we down coz they wanted to buy drinks..
li min bought 2 doughnuts,durian flavour...
yuckss~~~
june man n li min like durian,but ka lai,jun theng n me dreaded its smell coz 3 of us hate durian..
hahas.... (:
we went in to d car n june man ate d durian flavour doughnut..
arghhh... just imagine how disgusting will d smell be in d car... felt like screwing him up..
he knows tat 3 of us hate d smell n he purposely disturbed us by making d smell lingered in d car..
raining tat time,so cant wind down d window..
no choice but to endure tat smell..
on d way back,still crapped lotss.. many topics were chatted.. n laughed madly in d car..
enjoyed d enviroment vv much.. hehes... (:
when we almost reached june man's home,we chatted bout form 6..
li min n me told june man bout studying form 6 will b a very tough task,unless he has d confidence to strike all A's,or else everything will just b a waste...
tis made june man lost n cant make up his mind whether to continue or not to continue form 6..
from tat onwards,he suddenly fell quiet.. he was d one who craps d most n now he is d quietest..
i guess tis's d way he will stop talking tat much..
back home n ate,received may kee's msg saying tat she will be going to AUS on 18th April..
*sobs*
gonna miss her damn lotss...
take good care of urself,we will be missing u much... ):
tomoro is june man's birthday,10th of April..
happy birthday,Da Second aka Mr BG..
may ur dreams come true n God bless ya..
lastly,to jun theng aka Da Third,cheer up..
friends are always there for u.. just dun think too much..
*cheers* to everyone especially may kee,jun theng n june man..
remember tat there's always a silver lining in every cloud..
cheer up..

*BADMINTON*

today i feel better..
at least better than yesterday..

hopefully will better from day to day..

went for badminton,4 and 1/4 hours..

played wit all guys n a girl,who i dun close wit..

yeah,i won most of d guys.. hahas... :)

*clap hands*

jin leong told me tat i looked moody,was i ??

*shrug*

not sure.. mayb..

neway,i rili feel much more better today..

my whole body aches.. play badminton too much tis few days..

n i hit d shuttlecock very hard,tat's wat jin leong told me.. he said i was like releasing tension..

d shuttlecock was like my punching bag..

mayb i wasnt happy,so just hit it hard n used up all my energy so tat i will feel tired n wont think too much..

btw,i rili damn love badminton..

today bought a new pair of shoes,for badminton of cos..

haha..

it costs me 110 bucks.. YONEX,u spent my half month salary..

doesnt matter,i still love u very much..

wahaha...

planning to go for badminton tis friday n sunday..

haha..

saturday cannot coz d hall is in used for other purpose..

tomoro going ipoh..

so,friday n sunday most probably going..

cant wait for tat 2 days..

hahas.... :)

*STILL D SAME*

yeah,it's still d same.. my feeling..
very moody.. i dun wan to share my problems,so dun ask me wat's d problem..
feel like dying now,lifeless lifeless n lifeless !!!
went to play badminton today,2 n a half hours..
crapped lots,laughed lotss..
so wat?? after tat went home,everything changed..
thinking lotss..
hate tis feeling !!!
i noe i m not grateful for everything tat i have,thinking of d others in d worldwide,there r tons of ppl who suffer much much more than me..
i know,but i jz cant control myself spiritually...
i dun noe wat i want,perhaps i want to DIE..
n everything will come to an end..
dun worry,when i rili cant carry on,i will tell u all,"i'm going to leave"..
tomoro going for badminton again,not much ppl going..
so,dun noe can play till wat time,but i hope to play as long as possible so tat i wont think so much..
u will see me smilling but tat's just a pretending action.. my heart isnt smilling..
all those smiles aint sincere,not at ALL..
i'm gonna burst very soon !!
praying hard so tat tomoro i will become a better me,back to normal..
wat i want now is cry,i want to CRY !!!
but yet tears never burst out...
tis makes me feel more tired,spiritually tired.. more lifeless..
i m jz too tired of my life..
girls' mind are complicated,ryte??
i admit,i m a complicated person..
anyone can help?? i guess no one..
so,just leave me alone..
nothing to say,speechless,wordless..

*MOODY*

not feeling very well today..
i dun noe wat's d problem wit myself..
argghhh..
feel like banging my head to d wall..
so headache lar,helppp!!!
feel like crying,n dying..
arghhh!!!!
i just want to sob,sob n sob.. can u borrow ur shoulder to me??
i cant carry on anymore..
God,please... ease my heart,peace my soul..
later still need to teach tuition,arghhh!!!
kill me lar,i rather die than to carry on my life..
imisshim very very much..
got no mood to blog..
bye!

*A HAPPY DAY*

today i went to play badminton for almost a solid 5 hours..
wheehee.. enjoyed it damn much..
hahas...
tis morning phin sms-ed me n asked me to go to play badminton in d afternoon at 3pm at gunung hijau primary skul's hall[our usual place]..
so,i agreed n we actually have 3 person[suet kee,wai wah n me].. n decided to ask mpy,but she wasnt free..
not long after tat,zheng lam sms-ed me n asked me to go for badminton at d same place but different time.. i agreed..
his time is earlier,which was 1pm till 3pm..
so,i reached there n played for around 15minutes n d auntie-in-charge came..
she told us tat d courts were all booked by others..
so,it was like WTH ryte???
so,one guy came n told us tat he didnt have enuf ppl to play,so now got one extra court..n we booked it..
hahas..
played wit zheng lam,his elder brother,ga jun,wai kit n etc.. played for bout 1 hour+..
since there was lotss of ppl coming one by one,i jz sat down n waited for phin till 3pm..
when d clock showed 3pm,i tied up d net n we started to play even phin hadnt reach..
i played wit the same few guys till phin reached..
to my surprise,she came alone.. her bro didnt come..
but since there was lotss of ppl,we will not have problem of lacking the so-called KAKI..
we played double games all d way long,i partner wit phin in every round,n the others were all fighting to play wit us..
n there was even once where 4 out of them stood in d opponent's court n argued there for bout 10min..
wahaha.. d atmosphere there was so noisy,but yet so hilarious n cheering..
i love tat,n i rili enjoyed d whole game..
we played for AT LEAST 20 matches..
eewwww...
d thing tat i felt happy was tat i got to play wit someone tat i admired since long ago,admire his whole person lots..
i get to noe him since last year,shud say i dun noe him coz we never talked b4 n i think he doesnt noe my name.. but somehow i can say we are destined to noe each other..
almost every week we will coincidently see each other once,since d starting of 2008.. even now,almost once a week i will see him.. i can say without doubting both of us pay much attention on each other,secretively-unnoticingly-disretely-creepily,watsoever -ly..
wahaha...
today he even played badminton wit me [eventhou he won,doesnt matter]..
wakakaka..
imisshim,seriously.. but dun think senget-ly lar,i wont fall in love wit him,i noe tat's impossible.. so,i'm jz sorta admiring him..
today was my 1st time speaking to a guy who i noe for few years dy.. tat's my God bro,jin leong,we sms lotss n we ady knew each other few years ago,but yet never talked b4..
hehes... :)
yau kah hei oso went there today n played wit me..
we dont rili close,but at least noe each other.. he is known for his handsomeness n he is so tall..
i played badminton wit him last year,once.. he is considered a good player..
today he lose to me,wahaha.. n he requested to have a handshake wit me.. weird hor???
phin n me played for 4 hours,NON-STOP coz the others didnt want to let us go..
they competed to played wit us..
even an uncle who usually play at night,played wit us n we won.. so geng man..
hahas... :)
i was d 1st who reached there n was d last to go home..

conclusion : i love badminton lotsss !!! no badminton no life..
hope to have a chance to play wit them again especially him.. tomoro will have a chance seeing him again.. wahaha..
it's late dy,oppsss... shud say it's getting earlier,1.30am dy..
so,tat's all for d moment...
PANDA QUEEN,ciaozx..
nite nite...

*MY BIRTHDAY-3RD OF APRIL*

yesterday [3rd of april] was my birthday.. in d morning,i woke up n had my breakfast..

my family doesnt rili bother much bout every family members' birthday,so,nothing happened in d morning..

den came to d afternoon,my mum n me went to my lil' bro's skul n bought his lunch for him..

later on,my mum n me went to have our lunch n fetched my bro to go home after tat..

ah phin came to my house to fetch me as we had appointed to play badminton at 3pm..

so,we reached d badminton hall at around 2.45pm n started playing till around 4.30pm..

i did chat wit phin,n i grumbled to her tat i dun like my birthday tis year coz it was too plain..

even till evening i still hadnt plan any planning.. n i did mention tat i was disappointed coz my two best frens didnt wish me,they are maykee n yanyee..

*sigh*

one more thing tat i felt frustrated wit was my family..

2 weeks ago,we celebrated for my lil' bro n my mum was d one who suggested to buy him a cake..

last week was my elder bro's gf birthday n again,my mum was d one who suggested buy her a cake n gave her a surprise..

tis week,my birthday,my mum didnt say anything n she asked me b4 i went out to play badminton,"wanna buy cake or not,if want,u go n buy after u finished badminton lar.."

walao-eh...

how sad i was,n i replied,"no need lar.. nothing important,jz birthday.. as common as d ohter days.."

yea,i admit,i was kinda disappointed wit tat..

so,watever lar,i expressed tat to phin n nothing much i can do..

after badminton,on d way home,phin kept asking,"if let's say i cheated u,wat will u do?? wont angry hor??"

i wondered y she kept on repeating d same question,n i said,"depends on wat u cheated me lor.."

so,i reached home n phin entered my house,waiting for me to take out a T-shirt which she wanted to borrow..

when i was finding d shirt,she chatted wit my mum n my lil' bro but i didnt hear wat they chatted..

so,she went home n i ate n den bathed..

i mumbled to my mum tat my 18th birthday passed jz like tat,wasnt tat too tedious??

my mum consoled me by saying tat mayb i will have plan at night..

i didnt say much n i suggested buying a cake n den KFC..

so,my mum said,"buy KFC lor.."

my lil' bro wanted cake but at last we didnt buy..

i treated them KFC since i got my salary few days ago n it was my birthday..

i didnt order chicken for myself,oni for my family members..

so,on d way going back,phin sms-ed me n told me tat she was very sad n asked whether i can accompany her to go yumcha..

i thought for a while,since i bought KFC,wat's d point i m going out..

i decided to tell her tat y dun she jz come to my house n we chat in my room..

but she refused by giving excuses.. suddenly,"pon pon pon.."

she reached my house,n i was like,STUNNED..

she stopped in front of my house n i asked her to come in..

she forced me to go out n i asked,"wat's going on?"

she finally reveal d truth,she planned a party for me n my frens were waiting for me..

whoOtss~~ i felt so touched..

so,i agreed n changed my clothes n went out..

b4 i went out,i was told tat my mum n my lil' bro oso noe their planning for me..

no wonder my mum didnt give a response n when i suggested to buy cake..

how come i was cheated,i mean tricked.. aisehhh...

d DALANG was phin,n i didnt expect tat my mum n lil' bro did involved..

they knew it coz phin told them during d time after badminton,when i was finding d shirt for phin..

huhhh...

so,we went to KALA restaurant n had some food even i was damn freaking full..

i was surprised seeing them at there,may kee,yan yee n lai kuan..

no others coz oni phin was driving,so maximum can oni fit in 5 person..

after d cake cutting ceremony,n all were settled,we planned to go second round..

we went to d huge pasar malam at Tmn Pertama,not sure whether it's correct,jz direct translation..

hehess.. :)

n we continued eating..

WTH,so damn full..

we ate lotss of stuffs.. n we tried something tat we never eat b4... "TAUFU BUSUK"

arrgghhhh.. the smell was disgusting,rili so BUSUK man..

try it if u didnt try b4,tat'll b a good experience..

may kee was d 1st to try,i was d 2nd,3rd was ah chow,4th was ah len n 5th was suet kee..

so,may kee n i sworenot to try tat anymore.. tat was d 1st n it was d last as well..

hahas.. :)

if to describe d TAFU BUSUK in my point of view,it smelt like TAHI ANJING.. yuckss..

i jz didnt like d taste n its smell,no offence..

as wat d other 3 said,"it doesnt taste bad"

lols.. everyone's taste buds are different.. LMAO..

below are some pictures snapped..

i'll let d pictures do d talking..




*tat's my cake,coffee flavour..




*may kee n i were trying d so-called taufu busuk.. yuckss.. no next time,EVER!!

*bubbles tea tat we had in KALA restaurant.. 5 ppl wit 7 cups..

*our cups of tea..

*d present from them.. love it vv much.. Thanx my dear frenss..

*credits to may kee,she requested to write this,"18 sui lor,jia de lor"..

n she requested to change d cream-like substance on top to orange colour since she noes tat i like orange colour..

thanx yea,muackss..

*nah.. they r suet kee n may kee,my two beloved buddies.. LOVE u guyss muchieee.. Muackss...

thanx lotss for everything.. i do appreciate it very very much..

love u guys lotsss...

frens rili mean lots to me..

without u all,my life will b as dull as it can,colourless n i'll b lifeless..

thanx to all who wished me,these includes : suet kee,may kee,yan yee,lai kuan,ken choong,yee theng,marcus,my aunt,my long lost friend,farhana n siti mas,cyan,wui ket,jing liang,kah mun,ern hui,lean nee,kar yan,ah thong,my darling mpy,lee kee,jia ying,calvin,chuen choong,kar hou,choi yee,zheng xiong,my group[hakka late ghost]>>jun theng aka panda king aka Da Third and june man aka Mr Bg aka Da Second,ka lai,li min,kim yik,choon chi,joshua,anthony,sook yee,johnason,david,gayathri,fad'z n many more..

sorie if i left out some.. ^^

another thing i will like to post here,which is a very very meaningful thing in my life..

i never expect tat he will do something tat rili cheered me up on my birthday..

to b frank,on 3rd of april,i was unhappy spiritually,but physically i showed no expression,jz mere smile for d whole day long since morning till evening until he gave me something tat rili made me smile..
tis is d thing.. CUTE,isnt it??

it was from my lil' bro who is jz 9 years old..

thanx him for making me smile..

noticed tat there r oni 4 person..

i asked him,"where is ah gor[elder bro]?"

he replies,"ah gor in KL ma,how to celebrate wit u?"

i said,"oh.. so nice ah ur drawing.. hehes.. [keep laughing non-stop]"

formerly,he asked me how to make bookmark,n i taught him..

i tot his teacher wanted them to make..

so,i didnt bother much..

he made tis but,wit no ribbon coz cant find any in my house,n he placed it in my room..

i saw it n took it out from my room n asked him..

he told me tat he made it..

huh.. wat a creative lil' bro..

felt so touched.. huhu..

notice tat in d pict,jz right in front of my mouth,there r 3 lines..

i asked him wat were tat, n he told me tat the lines were d wind blown from my mouth..

hahas... :)

so hilarious man..

in d pict i was as tall as d cake n i was standing on d TABLE..

wahahaha..

thanx my lil' bro for cheering me up so much..

hehes...

*2ND OF APRIL 2009*

i m late for 43 minutes..
april fool's day over dy,i m late..
neway,happy belated april fool,got tis greeting??
haha..
neway,tomoro will b my birthday,3rd of April..
whoOts.. waiting for u guys' present..
hahas.. =P
n oso early wishes to those who were borned in tis month..

tamil - 2nd of april [she told me tis during d interview]
me,my aunt,yee chee,lam keat - 3rd of april
mei ling, - 4th of april
david - 7th of april
kavitha/june man - 10th of april
voon kit - 11th of april
pui mun - 13th of april
chee weng - 15th of april
kok lim - 16th of april
gary - 22nd of april
kar hou - 26th of april
alice - 28th of april
karmun - 30th of april

for those i left out,very sorie..
rili cant recall..
happy birthday everyone n to myself..
*wink wink*

*JPA INTERVIEW*

last wednesday [25th of March],i on9-ed n check whether i am shortlisted for d JPA [Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam a.k.a. Public Service Department] scholarship interview..
n i was so happy+anxious when i got to noe tat i was shortlisted for d interview..
whoOtss.. wat a good chance..
but jz take note tat JPA scholarship isnt easy to get..
so,jz depends on luck as well as my performance during d interview..
so,i jz pray hard so tat i will get it..
i heard most of d ex-interviewees said,usually those who got it were those who getting 10 1As n above..
even wit 9 1As,d probability of getting it is considerably low..
me,wit 7 1As,i think u can imagine how low it d probability of getting it..
so,i jz can pray hard so tat i will do well in d interview..
n yea,d interview was on yesterday[tuesday]..
during the few days b4 d interview,i did lots of things n was kinda busy..
i went to skul more than 5 times,n i went to Ipoh,d majlis bandaraya ipoh,somewhere around d Syuen Hotel coz tat's d place where d interview will take place.. so,jz went there to confirm which floor n which department will b interview b conducted..
but the ppl there told me tat they were not confirm where will d interview b taking place..
so,i went there n i gained nothing..
wakaka.. nvm,at least i confirm where was tat building..
n den choi yee n me went to parade n was hanging around buying tis n tat..
n during d few days time,i did lotss of researches,bout how will d interview b conducted,wat shud i prepare before-hand,wat shud i bring blah blah blah...
i didnt sleep well almost everyday till d day i was interviewed..
n for ur in4,d way we will b interviewed tis year has changed..
we will b interviewed by d professionals from d field of course tat we chose..
which means tat if u r choosing medical,u will b interviewed by doctors,if u r choosing law,u will b interviewed by lawyer..
so,i didnt rili noe wat will they asked n my aunt adviced me to noe more bout pharmacy thingy since i was choosing tis course..
i did prepare how will i intro myself,wat shud i include,wat r d prestigious pharmaceutical companies,wat is meant by pharmacy,how many types of pharmacies there r,wat r latest news like Earth hour,political issues,n lotsa..
i slept for 1 hour on tuesday morning,which means d day i went for d interview..
haha..
i went there wit ah choong,i went to fetch him at 6.30am n we started our journey..
reached there around 7.15am,reach earlier better than late,ryte??
den we read some infos in d car till he said,"wei,it's ady 7.40am.. hurry up.."
so,we both rushed down d car n i was wearing high heel shoes,OMG..
he went to toilet n i waited for him..
den we went to counter n lots of ppl were ady waiting there,so were we..
den we were told to go up to 2nd floor..
we went up n had a look on d lists,so lucky man,i was in d same panel wit ah choong n we registered at d counter..
n again,so lucky,we were in d same group as well.. n he was jz next to me..
5 person per group,i was d 4th n he was d 5th..
huhu..
d 1st was kavitha,from tarcisian convent wit 10 1As,choosing pharmacy course..
2nd one was tamil,from tarcisian convent as well,wit 8 1As n 2 2As,choosing medical course..
3rd was from cameron highlands,dun noe which skul lar.. choosing medical course as well.. her result i m not sure,so dun wan to mention.. n she is a very very quiet person..
den d 4th was me,from sbc wit 7 1As,3 2As n 1 4B.. result sucks.. choosing pharmacy course..haix..
den d last was ah choong,from yuk kwan wit 10 1As n 1 2A.. choosing pharmacy course,too..
apparently,my result wasnt good if compared to theirs..
neway,since i was given a chance,y shudnt i try my best,ryte..
i seldom look at something some positively n tis time i did look at it positively.. *clap hands*
d time allocated for each interview session was 45 minutes n we were d 2nd group in panel 5..
panel means room lar..
so,d time for d 1st group was quite long,so starting from our group,d time was shorten to 35 minutes..
whees.. so nice hor..
hehes.. :)
we were interviewed by 2 doctors n a pharmacist[an indian lady,a malay man n a malay lady]..
1st,we were requested to give a short intro.. in between,they might ask u questions..
when it was my turn,i gave a short intro,my name,age,skul i graduated from,my siblings..
den d malay man asked,"wat course will u be taking up".. i told him pharmacy.. i tot he will ask me why am i choosing tat course.. coz d previous interviewees were asked tat question..
but he didnt..
den d indian lady asked me,"if in d future u become a pharmacist,how will u contribute to our country?"
i was like,"harrrr???"
i jz flunked tat question n i answered,"work under d government n try to invent some new drugs/medicine to cure more diseases.." wahaha.. so silly..
n they smiled,asking me back,"invent new drugs,can help ppl?? if harm them,how?"
n they jz keep smiling as well as me..
haha..
so,d next will b a short question..
d question sounds lik tis,
"if u r on d way to airport,u see an accident between a car n a motorcycle.. d motorcyclist is lying motionless on d road.. wat will u do?"
we were given bout 1-2 minutes to think over it n whoever can start it..
so,d 2nd interviewee started 1st..
similarly,in between,they did ask questions..
d interviewee said tat she will check his body,den call ambulance n do cpr even he has AIDS,she doesnt mind n will risk his life to save him..
followed by d 1st interviewee n den d 3rd,den me n d last ah choong..
during my turn,i did say i will call ambulance n do cpr.. n they asked me wat will i do if he has AIDS n how will d cpr be done.. i answered,i will do d pumping action on his chest so tat he gains back d heartbeat[arghhh,watever],but they understand wat i mean.. haha.. n i did say i will keep my mouth a distance from his mouth during d cpr session..
d indian lady did let us noe tat there is actually a device for tis kind of patients which she means those AIDS patients..
n d man said tat d answer from d former girl saying tat she will risk her life wasnt correct actually..
mine was better,though..
lotsss of funny questions they asked like "how would u call d ambulance if ur hp is running out of battery?"
one of us answered,"carry him to my car n i send him to hospital"
den they asked,"if u said u carry him,how will u carry him if he is a man who weighs 80kg"
one of us answered,"seek help from passer-by"
again,"if there is no passer-by?"
one of us,"try my best to carry him.."
they kept shooting us,"no time for u to call ambulance.. he is going to die,his last breath.. wat will u do?"
n tat were roughly our answers lar,they did let us noe lots of info..
they asked us wat id d full for CPR.. OMG,no one knew d answer..
haha..
so,i guessed d 1st word,cardiovascular,den another girl guessed d 2nd word,pulmonary, d last word no one knew..
they kindly told us d answer,it was "cardiopulmonary resuscitation"
haha.. we were all laughing..
here comes d last question,we were given a topic..
cant remember wat d topic was,something lik tis>> "drug addicts are affecting d ?? of malaysia [not sure d ?? was harmony or stability,sth to do wit our economy etc lar]. Discuss bout it."
each of us needed to answer it without discussing..
of cos,d 1st will benefit d most coz d she can voice out all d points..
d sequence of us answering tat question was still d same,n i was still d 4th..
d previous 3 did mention bout future generation,crimes,gives a bad impression to tourists etc..
so,d 2nd n 3rd were repeating d 1st's points..
me as well,i got a different point..
when i mentioned tat,"i have a point to add on",they all were lokking at me wit a shocked expression,so i jz voice out,"government will have to spent lotss of money in order to correct them back to d right path"
n d interviewers were all satisfied wit my answer.. haha.. so happy..
n den ah choong didnt rili do well in d interview coz he talk lesser if compared to 4 of us,n he cant speak very fluent in english..
but his academic result was nice n he may get tat scholarship..
so,after it ended,we went out n wait for our clear holder b4 we went back.. during d time we were waiting,we all crapped lotss.. haha.. nice meeting them..
so,overall it was a very very nice experience..
eventhou i think i did well in it,my result wasnt good n tat brings my probability lower..
neway,still happy wit it.. *praying hard*
d interview was much like a conversation,jz chit-chatting,rather than a very formal one..
so, we were enjoying n laughing all d way thru..
frankly,i did enjoy it n it was much much more better than wat i expected it to b..
hahas.. :)
i went home wit ah choong n reached home bout 11.30am..
a really good experience..
lols..
n thanx for those wishing me luck b4 i went for d interview.. especially hakka late ghosts[Da Second n Da Third],my new group.. comprises of juntheng n june man.. salute u guys,thanx lotss for d support.. haha.. n i got a new name again,which is hakka late ghost Da First.. nice boh my name??
others tat wished me were goo-goo,calvin,ka lai,choi yee,chor kun,ken choong,yee theng,n lots lots more.. thanx lotss..
hehes..
ok lar,tat's all 4 today..
d result is out in May,if not mistaken is 3rd week of May..
so, wish me luck so tat i can get it..
ciaozz..