*SILLY*

it seems like a long time since i last blogged..
haha..
lazy to blog coz nothing tat specifically needs me to write out n share wit others..
nah,jz write out some events tat i remember lar..
mpy n ah matt broken up jor,i think mpy rili being hurted deeply,but not as deep as mine,though.. i asked matt n her bout their problems,n i think tat d prob werent serious,didnt matter much.. a bit wasted if they parted due to tat..
mpy hurted her right hand,shoulder part during d sport practice in skul.. hope tat she recovers soon so tat can play badminton wit me..
haha..
my bro came back for 3 weeks coz got sem. break,tis sunday going back to KL ler..
he came back dy,my days werent so bored,at least got ppl to talk to in de house,n can hang out more often.. frequently going to play badminton,i lurv badminton.. haha.. play at least 2 hours per time,but usually oso 4 or 5 hours..
so damn enjoyed it.. haha..
last sunday my grandpa,my bro-s,my bro's gf n me went back to kampar..
when we reached there,we went to eat n den sent my grandpa n my younger bro to my uncle's house..
later on,we asked ah kian[God bro],to come out n 4 of us went to play around n eat around till 4sth..
eaten lotsa things,damn full..
dinner oso no need to eat ler,reached pusing at 6sth..
considered a happy day.. haha..
yesterday i was kinda sad,cried in d middle of d nite.. chatted lotss wit one of my fren,he knew i cried coz d prob was related to him..
erm,dun wanna mention here.. personal prob.. LOLS
today i went back to skul for d majlis pelantikan pemimpin 2009..
i sat on d stage wit my assistant[sri],we sat on d 2nd row,n i was jz behind miss ng.. *sigh*
when our name were announced,a big applause was heard,haha,kinda happy wit tat..
we passed d piagam pengawas to miss ng n she passed it to d new head prefect+assistants..
had a nice time wit my juniors in skul.. here i attached a pict above d blog..
after d function,mpy n me went to green house n yumcha..
unexpectable,we met phin at there n she joined us..
haha..
at bout 2pm we left n i saw ka lai,chatted wit him a while n left..
bought sth n sent mpy back n i went back home after tat..
after taking a bath,i went to play badminton wit my bro,his gf n marcus..
we played from 3.30pm till 7.30pm,i played non-stop..
whoots!!! so nice.. haha..
den went to pasar malam n saw chua n june man..
went back home,bathed,ate n on9..
erm..
my bro will go back tis sunday,quite sad.. he goes back in d morning,so,i will send him to train station in d morning.. *sobs*
i feel tat life doesnt mean much to me now coz i ady feel enuf living almost 18 years in d earth..
if let's say i leave d world tomoro,i got many things tat i will regret coz got no chance to try them,but i can let go all those,eventhou no chance to try them,it doesnt matter..
in fact,there's oni one thing tat i will regret not doing n tat's d oni thing tat i cant let go if i leave d world..
most of u will say tat i m a pessimistic person,a negative thinker.. no doubt,i am.. i admit tat..
tat's y life doesnt seem to b colourful to me..
sometimes i can think very positively,but not most of d time..
actually i wanted to noe more bout myself,i dun noe wat actually i want n wat i think..
so,mind to do me a favour?? could u all pls tell me wat kind of person i m,negative-s n positive-s,all list down..i jz want to noe,i wont angry..
thanx in advance..
k lar,blog till here.. nth more to write..

*HAPPY VALENTINE*

to all d couples,happy valentine..
to all d singles,happy lonely valentine..
most likely i will pass my valentine day alone,haha..
but it doesnt matter.. when d time comes,everyday is valentine day for me,agree??
lols..
today my mood wasnt tat good,went to play badminton almost everyday,if not mistaken,i think oni rested one day per week..
i enjoy tis kind of life very much,i lurv badminton..
these 4 days oso went to play badminton,at least 3 hours per time..
yesterday played twice,from 3pm till 9pm.. sounds crazy,haha..
today oni went for 3 hours.. kinda sad after playing badminton due to some reasons..
went home n bathed n den onlined,but den being interrupted by my elder bro..
huh,i wanted to on9,but he used it at last till 11sth pm..
quite angry at him,somemor,had some arguments wit him.. huh!!!
n some arguments wit fren bcoz of him..
too bad,it made me moody..
btw,i hope tat tomoro will b better..
gonna have some plannings tomoro,hehe.. ^^
jz want to blah here coz it seems long time dy since i last posted a blog..

lastly,happy valentine to all,enjoy ur date !!!

*FEBRUARY LURR*

time flies,CNY almost over... few more days left..
overall,i didnt enjoy tis year's CNY..
althou got quite a number of activities,but still i didnt rili enjoy..
haix..
oh ya,i found a job..
as a tuition teacher in my ex-tuition centre..
my ex-tuition teacher asked me whether am i interested to teach his son,a form 1 boy..
without thinking much,i agreed.. a bit regreted.. hehe..
i was asked to teach her son for all subjects except bc,coz i buta chinese one..
haha..
3 times per week,2 hours per time.. monday nite,thursday nite n saturday afternoon..
my history n geo sucks,so,i borrowed d text books from my teacher n read at home b4 going to teach him.. haha..
i think i gonna teach for tis month n tat's it,cant endure being a teacher,not my field..
i rather work d whole day than being a teacher for jz few hours..
lols.. rili torturous enuf to b a teacher.. so,i will b very grateful to my ex-teachers for their patience throughout these 14 years..
cmk oso found a job,as a kindergarten teacher..
facing a kid is terrible,facing kids is horrible.. so,wish her all d best..
dun treat peoples' kids so many candy,ruin their life.. haha..

erm,got some plannings for these few weeks coz my bro came back ady..
almost everyday going for badminton,wow,tat's amazingly nice.. i lurv it.. haha..
plan to go to pangkor next week..
n always hang out nowadays..
other plannings will b figured out soon,dun have any idea yet..
hehe..

next saturday[14 feb],valentine day..
haha,gonna b alone..
but it's ok for me,i prefer single for d mean time..
bf/gf is watever,frens are forever.. agree??
lols.. dun think too much bah,look forward..
but deep inside my heart,he is still there..
miss him dearly,but i have to force myself to hate tis person,forget him...
oh ya,my ex-bf [chs],he went to sg lurr..
he called me 2 days b4 he went off,he asked me to yumcha wit him..
he had a bbq party n invited me,so bad,cant attend due to my grandma's n uncle's death..
so,d last day b4 he went off,we sms-ed a while,n said goodbye,blah2..
so,gonna meet him next time when he comes back to perak..
lols..
lastly,happy valentine to all d couples,n happy valentine for those singles,ganbateh..
for those singles,hope tat u guys will have a good relationship in d future..
for those couples,maintain a good relationship till d end..
for boys,b brave enuf to propose to ur lover..
for girls,think hard b4 making any decision coz i made wrong decisions b4,so,jz to inform..
tat's all for tis post,lazy to carry on..
hehe..