*FRUSTRATING!!ANNOYING!!*

today gonna talk bout d same problem.. today he made me so angry..
i rili feel tat he was so annoying.. below was d msg his "sis" sent to me..

[["我是XX的乾妹他不在家所以拿他电话用我有打给你的好像没人接．我有些话跟你说．我很喜欢他的可是他只把我当妹妹．伤心．我知道他只爱你所以只好当他妹妹了他很疼我我们没有什么不讲的．我知道你们分手了讲真的啦我很开心因为我可能会有机会跟他一起了．可是看到他就很不开心了．他变了．又喝酒又吸烟．他买了戒指给你你知道的吗他说这星期日回去找你听了几生气啊一整天都没睬他．然后他把戒指给了我我以为他接受我了．失望．．他这几天都在喝酒．你劝下他啦．如果你还当他是朋友．我说什么他也不听．他应该会听你的．拜托．谢．．"]]

i asked him not to b lik tat.. but he told me he was ok.. actually,i hesitated whether d msg is sent by him or rili was his "sis" wrote it..
made me blur blur.. i got asked him bout tat n he told me,"u always think tat i m lik tat laq,so,u just assume tat it is written by me.."
yup,i realize tat was my fault.. tis was bcoz i rili cant believe tat he will did such things..
later i got asked him y he didnt wan to date wit his "sis".. he told me tat he didn't want to hurt 1 mor time n he had not 4got me.. haix.. he knew tat we wouldnt hav any chance mor,but still cant accept it..
later i asked him whether still got work a nt coz i scared he stopped work bcoz of our problem,he did so b4..
den he told me he didnt stop,he said,"i m not as rich as u,my life doesnt d same wit urs.. ur parents hav enough money 4 u to use on tis n tat.. totally different from me.."..
i told him,"money is not everything.. i asked him to stop doin those stupid things(wine n cigarette),i oso said tat d ppl tat i had loved b4 will never do such rubbish things.."

he replied,"u got love me b4 meh..hahax.."
i was damn angry when i read tis msg,i knew tat he was trying to joke wit me,but i rili feel annoyed .. i told him tat,"dun ever forget who makes me dun love u!! feeling so suffer.."
den he said,"u said no mor feeling laq,n tis n tat.. feeling suffer,bcoz i disturb u,rite?? or may b u suffer bcoz of ur new bf??"
i was damn angry n our argument satrted.. i said tat,"ya,rili.. i got so many bf at here,tat's y so many things to think!!!! "
he oso mentioned tat he mayb coming back to here on sunday.. i dun wanna see him..
hate him..
we argued till jz now(10pm) n i told him in d last msg,"i was so tired.. i dun wan to argue anymor.. chat till here.. enough!!!! take k!!!"..
n later on he replied such a long msg to me n tis was even mor annoying.. irritating!!!
in d last line,he appologised.. i had decided not to reply his msg.. wait till he find me again,if not,i wouldnt find him anymor..

[["刚才我酱讲是因为想知道你有没有男友..我不好意思直接问你..我每次问你是不是不要我了,我想给你知道你对我几重要..我讲过要我答几百遍这问题我都不会闲,就好像说我爱你..然道你每天跟你男友讲我爱你也会烦是不是啊??我说对你没信心,你有给过我信心咩??你有问过我关于我的东西吗??我发信息给你问你什么你就只会答..我问的东西你有关心过我吗??你只会关心你的msn,frenster..我讲我配不起你,你就讲没介意这些..你不介意你爸妈会介意的啊..你真的以为你可以跟你爸妈作对咩..连讲电话都酱怕的..你酱介意我讲那句没信心,你记得酱清楚你记不记得你跟我讲过什么..你以为我不辛苦吗??你以为我很喜欢跟你吵架的啊..我只是想你关心下我啊,我也有想过要分手的啊..酱难得才可以在一起,因为那些东西分手值得吗??什么没感觉,如果你真的爱我,你会想办法挽救啊..什么也不想就说分手,是最好办法??你根本都没想过要怎样去挽救..对不起,讲了气你的话.. "]]


i din replied tis msg.. i jz wanted to said,if u were oso so suffer,izit better 4 us to hav our own way.. mayb i was not ur cup of tea,n tat's y we kept on arguing.. i always on9(msn n frenster) coz u always slept early n nobody accompanied me.. i didnt noe wat kind of bf is tis.. i admitted tat u treated me nice b4.. n 4 d 2nd last line,i rili did loved u b4.. but i wanna broke up coz u made my feeling towards u getting less n less,faded.. during d time i said wanna broke up,i ady didnt love u tat much coz i was rili disappointed wit u,damn frust.. tat's y i dun think tat i need to find away to make our relationship ok--i mean to maintain our relationship as a couple.. i didnt wan to force myself to love some1 tat i dun love..
hope u will understand..