yeah,quite a relaxing day 4 me..
i m happy tat 1 of d burden on my shoulder finally goes off..
mayb he is d 1 tat create a lot of problems to me,so annoying..
now everything settled,it has come to an end..
now i realized how tired n torturous is tat to love a person tat u dun lik..
in other words is to force urself to date wit a ppl tat u dun love..
it is a pain,4 me n perhaps for him too.. wat do u think??
b4 tis i got tried to break up wit him,but den i noe he cant accept tat..
so,i decided to kept back my words..
tis time different,i think i hav to tell him everything n should end all tat..
d longer d time,d deeper his feeling in tis relation n d mor suffering when it rili ends..
tat's y,i think it is better to end it as soon as possible..
finally,i got d courage to tell him.. i told him today,15th of june 2008,3:59pm..
i m sure he cant accept it,but we r still fren..
there r some reasons y i did so..
it is not tat easy to break up if u rili love some1,i did love him deeply b4..
tat was b4,after something had happened,everyhing change,including how deep i love him..
he told me tat he can accept tat n asked me not to worry..
can accept?? liar..
just see how many days he can endure,i m sure he will find me n ask me something later..
hahax.. i guess it right..
when i was writing tis blog,i took a break in between,tis is d time he finds me again..
yea,wat i guess r absolutely correct.. he cant accept it..
i dun noe wat to do..
some1 pls teach me..
but somehow,i feel a bit relaxed than b4..
at least now both of us hav our own path..
it is indeed a good news 4 me.. but mayb it is a sad news 4 him..
neway,jz let everything goes naturally..
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