*BAD + HAPPY*

i m happy to say tat yesterday i saw my dear 4 d 1st.. i was so scared.jz lik wat he felt..
he told me tat he was nervous too.. i did hav d feeling too..yea,normal to hav those kind of feeling,1st time wat..
so,when i 1st saw him,he was goin to came near me n greeted me..
so,i asked him to keep quiet 4 a while coz my fren,lyy doesnt noe our relationship yet..
so,i jz said,"shhh...."..
luckily he understood wat i said..
later i called cmk n she came to meet us.. she was walking wit his dear b4 meeting us,normal wat,got bf,fren oso need to put aside loq..
hehex... hope u dun mind i said tat,cmk..
den we walked to d cinema.. when d movie almost start,we went in n had our seat..
he said he felt tat i was brushing his hand,i m not purposely doin so,accidentally laq..
but,anyway,it was good in the sense tat it created a chance 4 us to hold hands..
hehehexxx..
after d movie ended,we went down to find our friend at popular..
on d way to popular,we got hold hands too.. somewhere in front of popular,he saw his friends..
wow,such a big gang of ppl.. they saw us holding hands n i quickly let go n walked front a bit so tat they wont hesitated us..
but,i thought they had saw it,it was too late..
anyway,i was not afraid of this..
kekekekexxxx....
hope to c my dear again,sure we will hav a chance in coming time..


next come to d bad news..
yesterday my uncle n my elder came back from kl..
so,we chatted 4 quite a long time,can say d whole nite.. all bout our life,our bf n gf..
i got told them evrything bout all my ex-bf,from d very 1st till now,d 4th time..
so,last nite my ex(d 2nd n 3rd bf,d same person) sent a msg to me.. asking me whether i was free or not,he called later me..
he asked me izit my dad scolded me when my dad knew tat i was dating wit my him..
i said,ya.. but actually my dad nagged my mum n my mum told me..
so,i said my hp bill oso exceeded d limit 4 tis month..
den i asked him got wat to said b4 we ended d conversation..
he jz sighed,wat he wanted to say,i rili didnt noe..
so,i asked him again,"wat u want to say,jz say.. dun tell me nothing.. every msg u sent to me oso said tat u hav a lot of things to say to me,but when u call me,u say u hav nothing to say.. better voice it out now.. if not,i m sure in ur next msg,u will say u hav a lot of things to say to me again.. n den will call me again,n again tell me u hav nothing to say.. "
so,after tat i told him,"later when i miss call u oni u call me again,now eating wit my uncle n elder bro.. later they hesitate me.."
so,he said ok n i straight away hanged up d call..
later at nite,around 1am oni i sms him,saying tat,"mayb tonite u no need to call me,i m not free.. next time oni u find me laq,but i think if u hav nothing to find me,den no need to find me laq.."
in fact,i did tat bcoz i had knew something bad about him,he was a fren of my elder bro,my elder bro told me bout d things tat my ex had done b4,tat i didnt noe..
felt lik being cheated,he was such a big LIAR!!!!!!
i was damn regret once i heard tat..
i shouldnt started tis relationship wit him,i was so stupid,i supposed..
but now after i had broke up wit him,i felt so relax..

tis was d msg his mum sent to me.. no,i should said,it was sent by him in fact,but using his mum's hp.. such a great liar.. go to become director laq,so good in d sense of making story...

[["你直接讲讨厌豪可以吗？"]]

den i didnt replied him,i was angry..
den till today morning,he sent a msg to me too..

[["我不知你是不是瞎了！还是我根本就是跟废人讲话！你真的有当我是朋友咩！！唔该！不要当我傻仔！！"]]

i was even angry when i saw tis..
i m not goin to reply him..
so damn IRRITATING!!!!!
ANNOYING!!!!!!
hate him damn a lot,y am is so stupid to love a ppl lik tat..
regreted it very much..


HATE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!