*HATE TAT FEELING*

yesterday wasnt a good day for me..
d day b4 yest,i cried for quite some time,till my eyes swollen..
monday[yesterday] went to skul and carwyn asked me twice,"are u sick?"
nope,im not,dun worry,babe..
sunday evening i was in d hostel,alone..
till night time,i called my mum n cried..
she knew i cried,even b4 i called her,my grandpa called me and he suspected something wit me..
my voice was a bit sexy after all,and tat's d reason he suspected something in me..
haha..
chatted wit mum for an hour n den chatted 2 hours wit JW,he too,knew i cried..
he said he can listen to d difference in my voice..
sorie everybody,especially to mum,and not to forget,suet kee n JW too,who cheer me up everytime im unhappy..
i fell asleep during chem class yesterday,and teacher noticed tat.. =P
PAISEHHH...

last night i cried also,but as much as sunday night..
i called my mum,chatted one hour,chatted wit JW one and half an hour..
i feel much more better today..
later will go out n have dinner wit frens,i will feel better if go out..
i HATE d feeling of being alone,i HATE it freaking much..
i will EMO d whole day long if im alone...
i just couldnt control my tears,well,im a cry baby as eric said..
i admit im a cry baby..
im weak,as my undearest class rep said,i admit too..
thanx to everyone who cares for me..
thanx mum,i love u..
will be back to hometown next friday for mooncake celebration..
back wit JW,he will meet me at KL SENTRAL and we we will be going back together to BG..
he will be spending 2 days at my hometown,just a short visit,and will be staying at my house..
wit my brother i suppose(if his gf is not there lar.. haha..)
looking forward for happy days !
ciaoz !