*MISS U FOREVER*

why izzit so??!!!
i was shocked when i received may kee's call..
i felt lik goin to faint tat moment..
my heart was lik stopped a moment..
i couldnt accept it,but it was d fact..
it was rili happening..
no doubt.. not to make a joke wit such thing..
no joke..
gone.. gone.. gone..
*sob sob sob sob sob*
why lar..
i m speechless..
rili.. dun noe how to express my current feeling..
it was too sudden.. no one will expect..
for science students,today is their last paper..
i noe many of them will go out to celebrate,but.. why it was there..
OMG.. why larrrrrrrrrrrrr???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for account class students,they r goin to end their exam on next tuesday..
y cant u continue ur exam,do it,u can,i noe..
i noe it is not wat u want..
we all as well,no one will wish tis to happen..
WHY???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob*
OH NO!!!!
i have no idea wat happened actually,but everything was too LATE..
i.. i..
i sincerely pray 4 u,[xx'xx]..
may God bless u..
for [xxxx],who is still in cronic condition..
i rili hope tat nothing will happen to u,recover as soon as possible..
i want to see u taking ur result next year march..
rili.. i mean it..
PLS..
dun let go of ur life..
grab it firmly...
DONT jz go away without reason.. u not worth it..
stay.. PLS stay...
i feel lik wan to have someone to hug,i cant accept wat is goin on now..
too fast it happened.. NO.. NO...
no one can take it...
please lar.. tell me,"tat's not d truth"
i dun hope tat it was true,but....
i have no POWER to change it..
too late..
GONE GONE GONE...
5 years..
PENYU~~KURA-KURA..
i miss u so much,so much.. infinite..
i want to hear u call my nick name,n i want to call u oso..
but now...
when i was form 1,u sat in front,2nd row..
when i was form 2,u sat behind me..
even thou we r not in d same class now,but we always see each other..
n our dialouge..
"PENYU~~KURA-KURA"
i rili miss this a lot,valueless...
WHY?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help me GOD,nowhere i can hear tat anymore..
NO.. NO...
not fair.. not fair..
*sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob*

MAY GOD BLESS U..

MISS U SO MUCH,SO MUCH...
LOVE U FOREVER,IN MY HEART,DEEPLY..
LAST WORDS FROM ME..
[XX'XX],LOVE U FOREVER N EVER..
I WILL NOT FORGET U,IN MY LIFE..
GLAD TO NOE U..
OUR LOVE TOWARDS U WILL LAST FOR A LIFE TIME,ETERNALLY..

MAY GOD BLESS U..