*GONE*

these few days something very wrong wit myself..
hmmm...
everyone around me can feel tat i bet..
errr... starting from tuesday..
in d evening time,i cried for d whole evening till my eyes swollen.. n dun ask me d reason,i dun noe..
at nite i still continue crying,n i have a history test on d next day.. so,d whole nite i didnt sleep..
on wednesday,i went to skul n sit 4 d exam,most of d students absent themselves.. i think it was bcoz of d exam lar..
wasted my time studying d whole nite[eventhou i didnt read much,jz day dreaming more],coz everyone was copying d answers either from their fren or book..
it was lik an open-book test..
lolxxx..
after skul,i tot of goin home to sleep.. but den mpy force me to go out wit her,we went to kfc bcoz there was a jamuan seimbas..
actually i planned to went home n drove my car out.. due to lacking of time,we finnally boarded a bus to bg n we hav my breakfast there..
later on,i followed mpy to tuition n i called my mum..
she told me tat my dad n her were in General Hospital visitng my grandma..
she asked me to went back to my grandma's shop n wait 4 'em..
so,after i left tuition centre,i went back to my grandma's shop.. by the time i reached there,my grandma ady arrived home[to her shop]..
she looked very sicked n i knew wat was goin on..
my cousin n i waited outside for my mum..
so,after they came back,my mum told me d whole story..
oh... now i realised wat was rili taking place..
later,we went home n took a bath..
we went back to my grandma's shop..huh... tears rolling down my cheek after i saw my auntie crying..
ermmm.. i dun noe how to say,sth happened n it made ppl sad..
i went in to look after my grandma.. everyone busy contacting their family including my dad n mum..
they called my brother who is in KL,n told him ath bout my grandma..
he did cry,but we were not telling him d truth yet.. scared he cant take it..
they told tat they were coming back tomoro[thursday],around 1pm..
at tat wednesday nite till thursday morning,we all took turn to look after my grandma..
at first,my ipoh aunt looked after her till around 3am.. my mum,KL aunt n me sat around my grandma..
later on,around 3am,i told my aunt to let me looked after my grandma.. i asked her to have some rest coz i knew tat she was very tired but shi was d 1 who cares a lot bout d family n not lik others,SELFISH..
so,i took over tat,i asked my mum to go back home n sleep.. and she listened,she went back n oni i was there.. my cousins n KL aunt as well as ipoh aunt were asleep too..
i sat next to my grandma on her bed,next t her head.. i need to wipe d blood for her..
pls dun ask me why tere was blood.. i can tell u tat,due to some health problem..
i looked after her till d morning time,around 7am.. my backbone was freaking tired but i pretended nth when they said they wanted to take turn.. i asked them to continue to rest.. so,till d morning time,they need to change my grandma's position after d whole nite sleeping in d same way.. so,tat time oni my aunt took over me n wipe d blood for grandma..
my two hands were full of blood,n my legs got a bit too.. i washed them away..
after tat,my father came to d shop..
i asked the car key from him n i told him tat i will went home n took a bath.. den i will b back to d shop again..
i went home,after a bath,i went back to d shop.. i continued to look after my grandma wit d assistance of my cousin till my cousins all were back..
after all were back,they cried after they had a look of my grandma..
in tat evening,i slept n my parents didnt wake me up,they knew tat i was tired[slept 1 hour in two nites]..
later on tat nite,my elder bro,my ipoh aunt,my uncle n me looked after my grandma.. we sat around her n chanted amitabha..
i was still tired.. i oni slept 7 hours in 3 nites.. i was d one sleeping d least..
haixxx...
i laid down my head next to my grandma n i was asleep.. my ipoh aunt was very tired too.. she also fall aslept..
my bro stayed up d whole nite looking after her..
around 3am,my KL aunt woke up n chanted for grandma..
huh.. around 3.20am.. my ipoh aunt woke up too.. i woke up a bit late n after tat,i saw 4 of 'em were looking at my grandma.. i quickly stand up n wipe d blood which was flowing out from her mouth.. it was a lot..
i ran out n woke up all my cousins n daddy..
all went in n we all knew wat happen.. we went back home at around 6am n took bath.. we then went back to my grandma's shop n all of us were busy..
i absent from skul on thursday n friday.. i was a bit disappointed coz i present to skul everyday jz to get full attendants.. but,now... haizz...
nvm lar.. grandma wat,no choice..
tis was d case which made me sad these few days..
my frens kept on asking me y i was sad,i oni tell some of them wat happened,some i didnt tell bcoz i think it was none of their business..
everything ended on sunday.. we were all damn tired n hav rest after tat..
i planned to take rest on monday,but may kee told me tat i hav no choice but to present at skul on monday.. it is COMPULSORY..
at last,i absent today[tuesday]..
finally,everything settled down.. now,my grandma's shop was a bit quiet.. we hav our family discussion there..
tat's all 4 d moment.. i m not goin to explain further y i was sad.. so,any1 who wants to noe can ask me,but i m not oin to tell everyone.. i will tell oni those i m close wit..

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may kee,sorie coz i let u worried for a few days..
mpy,sorie coz cant accompany u to tuition..
n oso sorie to d others coz let u guys worried [especially ah chow,ah len,kok lim,ah kweed,juin how n so'on]
erm... it was quite funny when may kee told me wat happened on thursday..
hahaa...
she said,she worried 4 me till her hand was shaking..
tat morning,i didnt go to skul.. she was damn worried coz she knew tat i was full attendants,so,no reason for me to absent from skul except if there was accident or sth urgent..
my class was having an exam on tat day..
may kee quickly finished d test n borrowed hp fron Mr. Lee,she called my number but no one answered.. her hand was shaking.. later on she asked ah len for my mum's number,den my mum answered n she told may kee tat i m safe,oni some family problem..
when i went to skul yesterday,may kee told me these things,i laughed at d moment..
so sorie,dear..let u worried a lotzz..
i asked her y her hand was shaking.. she said,"i tot u drive to skul.. but till so late,u still havent reach skul.. erm.. i scare if there is an accident.. i finished my exam quickly n borrowed hp from uncle lee to call u.. but no one answer.. i even worry,dun noe wat is goin on wit u.. i ask ah len for ur mum's number,n i call her.. she said ur grandma is sick,so,u absent from skul,friday oso u r not coming to skul..."
later after tat,she felt relieved.. i was laughing when i heard tat..
huh.. she is such a caring friend.. thanx,dear..
i will remember u forever..
hahax...
i feel grateful to have u all..
u all cheer me up when i was down..
THANX...