*RESENTFUL*

as JW said,i write in chinese a bit "kik sui"..
so,i decided to write in english..
resentful,tat was it..
i really felt a bit irritated when i read tat blog..
i never knew that u will say so,in fact i can tell u,i even felt much much more disappointed than u do !
u didnt like my tone?! wat's going on,u were the one who being rude from the beginning,i didnt noe,mayb u didnt feel that,but i did feel !
u still say that, "我还能低声低气的和你聊".. ok,FINE if u think that u talk to me nicely..
yeah,u talked to me nicely,u did not wrong,im the one who couldnt accept,very sorie !
the way u talked to me,completely carved a word "FRUST" in my heart towards u..
never a boy talking so rudely to me,u were the first and CONGRATS !!
sorie if it offended u,i rili not happy reading the blog,it was so unexpected..
i stil remember vividly in my mind,every single hurting words u said to me..
"如果你要生气就生气饱它啦" , "....大老" for me,these two phrases really hurting,they were very rude if addressed to a girl.. i hate ppl talking to me and add the word "da lao" at the end of the sentence..
mayb some of u dont feel that they were rude,but i myself do not like these words,in fact i hate !
one more thing that dissappointed me the most was at the end of our conversation..
i didnt noe the conversation had came to an end,by just saying "我做所有的一切都是因为我爱你,拜",u hung the phone.. i was like,wat the ABCDEFG !
never a guy hung the call b4 i did,it was very irresponsible of a guy doing so..
yeah,everyone has his/her own way of thinking,to some of u it might not seem that serious,but for myself,i rili angry wit tat act..
again i stress the main thing here,dun ever hang up the phone unnoticely,pls end in a proper way !!!
sorie if all these offended u,but im just expressing what's inside my mind..
as u said,u r happy if i voice out the true thinking of mine..

u asked me why i make the decision to ask u to give up so fast,it was beause u were the one who decided 1st and tis forced me to make the next decision.. get me?
b4 i posted the blog,dated 16th of december,u ady wrote one,dated 15th dec..
and suprisingly,i didnt noe u have a blog until u revealed it to me..
after i posted that blog asking someone to not avoid the prob and come out to settle the problems in between us,u asked me whether that person is u..
i told u that u were the one i meant..
den oni u asked me to read ur blog and by then oni i noe u have one..
u posted tat blog on 15th,which was one day b4 i posted that particular blog..
in ur post,u mentioned that u had gave up me,which was obviously mentioned !
i never expected all these,OK fine !
i told myself,"i will never ever give u any chance to b my another half,NEVER !"
u gave up ur loved ones before she gives u up,how sad !
on the next day,u called me up and told me that u havent give me up..
wasnt that funny,u took me as toy izit?!
today u throw it because u dont like and tomoro u take it back coz u like it?!
anyway,tat was ur way of dealing wit things,mayb we dont understand each other..
im easily irritated,i dont afford to lose,i dont easily tolerate ppl.. ur characteristics are roughly the same as mine,and that's y we always argue..
dont tell me u r going to change,u dun need to,just be urself..
i wont force ppl to change because of me..
at the end,everything will still be the same..

anyway,thanx a lot for ur everything..
at least u do let me noe a lot of things,dun judge a ppl if u dun understand them..
i was really happy during the time with u,and was rili being frustrated at times..
nvm,just bear wit it..
i noe u will not easily give up as u requested me to keep back my words,i did,i kept back..
who noes what will happen in the future,and who gives a damn !
mayb we will be couple or mayb not..
i have my loved ones and we had started,i told u as u requested..
sorie,i noe it hurts..
i told u just because i do not want to hurt u more,just in case if u noe it in the future after i accepted another guy for so long..

thanx for ur everything,my friend !
i did cherish the happiness u brought to me !
take k and all the best for ur coming days !
=)