*ANTI-HOSPITAL*

i dont want to become a doctor anymore..
i decided to take pharmacy course n never will take doctorate course anymore..
i phobia wit hospital,phobia wit patients,n watsoever related to hospital,i mean doctor n those who screams for pain..
kinda scared wit ppl who is in pain... cant take it when i see them..
jz now,bout 9sth at nite,i went to General Hospital wit my family,to visit my uncle..
heading towards d entrance,i can sense a strong feeling which was very uncomfortable..
i hate to go to hospital.. huhhhh...
my uncle was admitted to hospital tis morning at kampar..
his condition suddenly became worst n no choice,need to transfer him to Ipoh..
d time we reached,he was jz there moments ago..
he was admitted to emergency ward,critical unit..
he was very ill,in cronic condition...
erm,my mum n me entered to see him whereas my dad n younger bro waited outside..
he was in pain,suffered..
i cant take it when i saw him,i stood there frozen,frown.. huhhhhh...
tears filled up my eyes although i m not rili tat close wit him..
i tried hard not to cry,moments later we were asked to go out coz doctor needed to check on his condition..
once we were out,i stood there lookin' at my mum,n i told her,"i dont want to become a doctor anymore.."
tears rolled down my cheek,cried ady.. huhhhh...
d feeling was extremely bad,heart felt sour..
looking at him in pain,helplessly..
nothing i can do to help.. huhhhh..
later on,doctor came out n told us something,we were not allow to enter to see him..
so,oni discussion wit doctor outside d room..
my legs were shaking,lolx.. shivering..
doctor told us to inform family members as well as relatives,those who shud noe..
erm.. be ready for anything tat might happen..
we went home n on d way back,i was bit quiet.. my mind kept on imagining my uncle,his condition in pain,his voice screaming pain.. *sobs sobs*
till now,i still couldnt calm myself,my feeling is fretful.. huhhh.. may have a nitemare..
here,i would lik to sincerely pray for him..
may God bless him..
AMITUOFO..