*I M USELESS*

i wonder y other ppl can succeed but yet not me..
i m so useless..
i have nth good in watever aspect..
i hate myself..
i m so moody,so down..
nth i want to say here..
when i m moody,i usually keep my mouth shut..
n ppl will tell me tat,"y u so quiet,u look scary lar..talk wit me lar.."
hahax.. funny phrase,moody where got mood to chat lar..
i feel lik want to cry,but tears didnt roll down..
i suppose after i cry,i will feel better..
i m so frust with myself..
i m getting worst..
can some1 help me so tat i back again lik my life last year,being a psycho will b better tough..
i hate myself..
i m disappointed wit my everything..
i wan to b lik others,succeed,happy.. but i think i wont have it..
eventhou i will easily back to a good mood again,but i m easily become moody too..
i hate myself,i m useless..
tat's wat i can describe bout myself..
jz a moment ago,ppl gek chan me..
thanx her,my tears finally roll down..
now,feel better..
haha..
but i still hate myself..
i m useless..
today i got a few exam papers jor..
wah,beautiful marks..
highest 4 bm,83.. highest 4 est essay..
wat 4 highest?? but today 2A gone,add maths n bio i couldnt get A..
dun noe d marks yet,but i m sure no A 4 these 2 subjects..
so frust..
i hate myself..
i m getting worst..
when will i change..
i rili need someone's help..
i rather live a bad life lik last year..
rili,i opted to live tat kind of life than to live d present life..
sob sob..